a room to go to when i’m angry where i can break everything in it and throw myself up against every wall. i’m angry a lot lately and i don’t have anywhere to let it out so i wish i had a room like that where i could just lose it.
i’m watching a home alone of some sort. not that anyone is going to read this and care, but i’m the one doing it and i care so i’ll document. the only reason i’m watching this stupid movie is because there’s no law and order on tonight. this disgusts me. i don’t know why i’m being so pessimistic, i had a really good day today. i just really want my law and order. i’m cranky.
i’m getting really bored with my life and i want to write love poems again.